Troubled~

I am troubled. So so troubled. I gt so much things to say, yet i could not say. I may look strong and well but in fact i am very weak. No one knows.

I failed the first round. I knew i could not make it. I just gave up. I dun wan think anymore.Maybe i am nt really cut out to be 1. Maybe i dun hav the potential and ability since primary school.My friends did nt get chosen, or maybe i shud just forget it. Life must move on.. and i shud. Being it is my interest but heaven din giv me the chance. Dissapointed.

Hair.Do ur think i have the choice to choose? u think i wan tat? ur are nt me ur duno my feelings, yet getting laugh.

Initially, when i entered the school, i had a goal in mind. I wanted to study well in my studies and be a sc and i wan to do well in my cca.

Now, i tink that the hopes is dash.

But nvm, life still has to goes on. let nature takes it course.

now i have written down my feelings, i felt more relaxed.

Some of ur may think that i am emoing, but is true.

Pardon me for this post.